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[15 Dec 2008|04:34pm]
Oh Yeah, It's been like 4 months since I posted here.
I turned 22 a few months ago too.
The theme was SPARKLE MAGIC!

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"How hard must I try, How hard must I try for yooouuuoouuu" [15 Dec 2008|04:18pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

I wish I were a freshman in college again.
I would have done so many things differently.
Plus, it was way more fun.

Your Bleeding Roses

[27 Aug 2008|12:59pm]
It's really strange being single and in school. It's been three years since I've had to completely occupy my time by myself. And the summer is different. It's better to be single in the Summer, but during school is really... not hard, just weird. So weird that I started jogging to fill up time. My legs hurt and I can't breathe when I run from all the cigarettes.

I'm in my 4th year now too. That kind of scares the shit out of me too. I mean, my fucking livejournal profile picture is from 11th grade. Oh geez
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Stressed out [15 Apr 2008|07:22pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

I'm starting to seriously lose it.
I've been trying my hardest to deal with teaching twice a week, writing papers, group projects, a Special Ed portfolio that covers a 3 inch ring binder, pay insanely high fucked up bills, trasfer and cancel bills, move, paint my room, clean out the apartment, scuplture projects, drive Long everywhere, and get my roommates who are never here to help me but they won't!

I'm so overwhelmed right now.

AND I just got my period. So that doesn't help either!

I need to find a new job and April needs to be OVER!

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Stuff [11 Mar 2008|08:16pm]
So, it's Spring break and I've just spent 4 hours doing homework. Haha.
I'm writing my lesson plan to make Thai floating Lotus flowers for 5th grade on Monday. Should be cool, eventhough 5th graders are so sassy. 2-4 graders are the tightest group of kids. They're sort of old enough to follow directions, but young enough to still think your art lesson is the coolest thing ever. I got in a dispute with a 3rd grader though last week over how Taco Bell was way better than McDonald's.
Anyways, weird weekend this was.
Now I'm watching a Lost marathon with Long. Jack is so hot. No one in my apartment. So relaxing. You know who isn't coking it up, no dog barking at 9 a.m., so shitty guys breaking everything and eating my food. And best of all, NO GRAVITY BONG SMOKE-OUTS! Not that I care about people smoking weed here, but jesus christ.
I'm so bored here.
Going to visit Lauren and Alex in Norfolk on Thursday after my LAST fucking Gardasil shot. Finally! I can't wait. Tomorrow I'm going home.
Long got T-boned Sunday night. :( He's alright though. Thank god. They hit the passenger side and if I were in the car, I'd be in the hospital or dead. The glass shattered and the air bag went off on the passenger side. The door is pretty much inside of the car and Long's glasses flew out the car from impact. So, I'm taking care of his whiplash, bloody fingers, and sore spots with my new found passion for cooking. Hopefully, insurance will be the best thing ever created.
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The after math of my wrath! [16 Feb 2008|02:25pm]
Found this on her facebook:
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Crazy night [15 Feb 2008|04:03pm]
[ mood | restless ]

I beat the shit out of Aza. And Katrina's dog beat the shit out of me.

The story:
Kacy and I are taking a bath with bathing suit bottoms on at my apartment and Anna's friend Aza was so fucking drunk and annoying and kept coming in the bathroom to pee for like 15 minutes talking shit the whole time after I HELPED her stupid ass for the last 15 minutes. She starts calling me a lezbo. No biggie. She starts talking about how Long's sooooo hot and how she can't believe that IIII date him because I'm not hot enough or whatever. No biggie. Then she has the nerve to call me spoiled not even knowing who I am at all. So I got out of the bath tub just so sick of hearing all of this shit and smacked her off the toilet. And we start fighting. I'm wrapping her hair around my left hand and punching her in the face and Kacy's trying to cover my boobs up. Then Katrina and some other girl try to help her up and she keeps screaming shit talk to me so I heel her in the face with the bottom of my hand right in the middle of her face and kick her face. Katrina's trying to pull her damn thong and pants up and she starts trying to fight her so Katrina pops her in the face a couple times. Then I catch my breath, find her in the kitchen and we start going at it again on the kitchen floor. I'm on top of her and she BITES my fucking ankle so hard because she fights like a bitch. Then she rips Longs mothers necklace off my neck and breaks it and I lost it even more. Kacy's on top of me trying to get me to stop and finally Katrina and some guy have to literally carry her ass to the car and she's screaming and crying the whole time. I realize that I'm bleeding everywhere because Samson, Katrina's dog, went nuts on us while we were fighting. So pretty much I have a bunch of dog scratches all of me and a bite mark on my ankle. Anna said that Aza can't even open her eye because it's so swollen.
Hmm. Another good fight story.
Thanks to Kacy for getting Neosporin for me. She said she'd never seen me so scary and mad in her life.
And thanks to Katrina for having my back.

All I was trying to do was enjoy a nice bath with Kacy. What the fuck? Why are some people so dumb?

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V day [13 Feb 2008|11:39pm]
[ mood | content ]

So, Long's going to Tennessee tomorrow to DJ, which leaves me almost "single" for the weekend. I say the girls go to a bar and not bitch about being "alone" on V-day, but just bitch about... whatever we always bitch about. So get your fakes out.
Oh yeah, Nara girl night again tomorrow?
Then the bars.

School is nice. I dropped my sociology class. 17 credits was a stretch for me. Plus, it interfered with my student teaching. So far we've visited 5 out of the 8 elementary schools and I really like about 3. The kids are so well behaved and cute! I'm nervous, but really excited. I start on the 27th. Wish me luck!

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eyes [25 Jan 2008|03:33am]
As some of you may know, today is the 6th continuous day of my behind-the -eye chronic pain. I finally went to the doctors today for my retinal migraine/headache type shit and they can't figure out what it is. It's not a tension headache, sinus, eye problems, or a migraine of any sort. So they gave me some meds- muscle relaxer, narrow my brains vessels, and pain reliever for migraines and damn do I feel good right now. I have a follow up appointment on Tuesday to see if the medication has worked. If not, and my eye pain persists, I have to be sent to a neurologist to see if it's a tumor or some sort tha is causing the paint.
Whatever. I think they're just assuming the worst. But, I also am not a doctor.
This medication makes me feel soooooooooooooooooooooooooo good!
nighty night! :)
P.s. Rock of Love 2 is already fucking awesome!
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school schmool [15 Jan 2008|10:13pm]
Whoa my class schedule is so dumb this semester.
But, I do have Lexy in my sculpture class, Mairin in Sociology, and Ashley Melnichuk (who the fuck knows how to spell that last name!?) in my Special Needs class. And that is such a plus! Maybe I'll find out I have more people in my classes that I have tomorrow and Thursday.
Today I was dumbass and went to my 8:30 a.m. class and found out I came on the wrong day

Oh and Feeding Frenzy is the coolest video game in the world! I've played it for 2 nights and I've already almost finished it!

I am currently missing Rock of Love 2 :( But, I guess I'll catch the rerun of it.
Oh, and Ann Mason is moving out when our lease ends in APRIL (week before finals) and I have no idea what I'm going to do. Anna wants to move this coke head Sharon in. No thanks. Ew. Too much bad taste in one apartment.
Your Bleeding Roses

Best friends [15 Dec 2007|03:51am]
[ mood | tipsy ]

I love Kacy 'till I die.


But,








I miss Kat a lot too.
Maybe it's too late to squeeze me in or make appointments to hangout, when it shouldn't have to be like that.

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Picture post [13 Dec 2007|08:08pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

Just a few from this years photography. Glad this semester is over... eventhough I have the PRAXIS AGAIN on Wednesday.
Caitlin

Kat

Kacy

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Life long friend [10 Dec 2007|03:12pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Casey is being put to sleep this weekend.

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[19 Nov 2007|01:18am]
My mom called and said we're making sushi for Thanksgiving.
Really? Why?
Like Nara isn't enough.

I shit too much. And I've stopped getting drunk every night.
I was sober for two whole nights this week and drunk for only one.
Go me!
Your Bleeding Roses

3 years ago [12 Nov 2007|05:10pm]
i should change my icon picture.
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Talk about a party foul [10 Nov 2007|11:10pm]
So, I was at this party... HAHA
Good story here:
I go to the roof to go pee (there was no running water) and see this girl popping a squat and having a lot of trouble and asked if she was okay. She said "Yeah." Actually, she might've said nothing. I go pee a ways away but can still see her and as I'm peeing, she tips over in a wet puddle of rain on this little platform. So, Kacy, Caitlin, and I try to help her get her thong on and her wet ass jeans. Then I take her down to the party, but she's so retarded it took 5 minutes. Then she keeps bumping into Long's DJ shit, so he keeps pushing her and smacking her away until she falls on the ground and stays there. I try to get her to wake up. Sway moves her hair out of her face and I smack her. Nothing. So I smack her harder and she goes "OWWW." The throws up all over herself. And apparently, 3 guys pissed on her too. Sway and Kacy took her cell and tried calling her friends (who were at the fucking party and didn't give a shit this 18 year old was dying) and me and a ton of guys try to carry her fat ass to the bed. She keeps fighting me so I wrap ehr hair around my hands and pull it and smack her 2 more times. HAHA. It was awesome.
Then...
Everyone's having a good time and all these guys come in fighting each other and I swear, it was like people getting knocked down like bowling pins. I see people with blood all over their faces from being hit with bottles. I see Jordan, from Sprinngfield, trying to get this crazy guy off of him so I go over there to just get him away from the situation and then all of the sudden...BAM! Someone punches me so hard in the head I can't even see. Long got me out of the huge mess and friends made me climb over the kitchen bar to get away from it. It was insane. Why the fuck did I get punched?
But, yeah. That was retarded and so entertaining at the same time.
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Well I've been going through changes with nothing at all [02 Nov 2007|02:38am]
Alone. In my apartment.
Alone in general I guess.

I was fucking wasted on Halloween, but at least I had a good time dancing everything away, drinking everything away.

And I'm still yours even if you're mine.
At least it was loud.

And I know that I need changes
But I'm pissed because this is not paintless.
No, this is not painless.

I wish someone was here right now. A friend. To support me, but they've all seemed to disappear except Kacy, who has been a marvelous friend to me through this. I'm not saying her help alone isn't enough, but I just wish I had a little more support, you know?

Not to mention I am booked with school work and taking the Praxis exam and if I fail again I can't register into the student practicum teaching classes. Stressful.

I only have 2 beers left and a pack of cigarettes, no light, but at least I have the new Mum album to make me feel more morose. Haha. Sweeeeeet!

(Sigh)
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The single life... is different. [31 Oct 2007|12:46am]
Wow. Uh, yeah. Being single sucks. I don't know what the fuck to do with myself after having not slept alone since I was 18 and now I'm 21. It's so uncomfortable.
I'm just sitting by myself in my room. I just made a frame for a Frida Kahlo portrait with fake flowers, sequins, feathers, and glitter. Yup. Flashy.
Everything is so fucked up in my head right now. I have absolutely no self-esteem right now and it sucks because I kind of feel like other people think I'm confident, and I am. But, I have no self-esteem and I'm so confused.
I'm trying to be strong and independent and busy, but I just feel weak.
I don't ask much of my friends, I don't think. But, dear friends, I need your support and company.
Oh, and I need models too. I have "fashion portraits" due for an important photo assignments and all my friends are pretty. This can include guys too!
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what the FUCK is going on!? [27 Oct 2007|02:20pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh whattt thheee fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Last night was insane. The weirdest shit just kept on happening.
Soooo gay! Whatever. It was fun.

So, I guess my roommmate is throwing a Costume party tonight at my place. All is welcome.

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Portraits [18 Oct 2007|03:27pm]

This is the polaroid so Kacy could keep one, but I can't wait to see how the ones of my real camera turn out.

So, I still need models this weekend for my portrait assignment!
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Congratulations Lauren! [09 Oct 2007|04:51pm]
So, the wedding was beautiful and fun!
Oh, and thanks Jessi for the toast that made me almost bawl my eyes out!
Lauren

Bachelorette Party at Black Cat
P.s. I projectile vomitted ALLLLL over the bathroom stall. According to Jessi, I made it into 2 stalls!

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Milk & Honey [26 Sep 2007|11:50am]
[ mood | confused ]

SO, I've been feeling really weird the last weeks or so.
I miss Mairin a lot lately after seeing her at my party. I miss going to Ipanema with her and her making fun of me. We should go sometime, if you ever read this.

I want to see people more on campus and hang out, but I never see anyone. Except Long. And I've thought about that situation a lot and I think I'm over it and passed it, but still too scared to say "Hi." I don't want him to flick my off again or yell at me or embarrass me, not saying I don't deserve it. I think it's been long enough though that I could say Hi. Whatever. I don't fucking know.

Lauren is getting married! That's so exciting and I can't wait to go!

I kicked Brandon Blackeye out of my house yesterday. He used my fucknig razor. My intuition razor! And clogged it with his fucking hair. It was disgusting and he eats all of our food, his room smells, he has no job, no responsibilities, and uses our cell phones to make long distance calls. Bull shit. He's mad. I didn't mean to hurt his feelings. Oh well.

I'm going home Saturday night so my mom can meet Brandon. My dad's out of town, that's why she suggested it. Because, quite frankly, I don't even really like coming home and seeing my dad all that much. And he's the typical dad with the, "So what is your future, is my daughter a apart of it, are you a felon?" type shit.

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B-day [17 Sep 2007|05:48pm]


Thanks to everyone who came to my party and birthday dinner! You guys made it great!
And, sorry to anyone I offended in my black out drunkeness.

Brandon took me out to a fancy dinner at Copper Grill and bought me a vintage 1970 blue Banana seat bike with a sissy bar and high handle bars. It came with mirrors and a light (haven't put on yet) and handle bar streamers. It's pretty much the best bike in the world.
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What a mess [29 Aug 2007|02:33pm]
To all my friends,

I know you're all fond of Long and friends, but I'd really appreciate if he starts talking to you about me and is calling me a bitch, slut, asshole, etc. just walk away. Because honestly, he'll fucking keep you there. We ALL know I'm not invited to his parties (even though I work at Nara). We all know I'm a bitch. We all know he hates me. Blah blah blah. Tell him he's being a baby and embarrassing himself and it's really mean.

And if I'm lucky... again, we can get a big bitch slap out of Kacy for him. Only, because it was fucking hilarious and Kacy's glorious moment.
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school sucks [26 Aug 2007|12:49pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Great. The homework away message lists are coming back. I already have to read 100+ pages for the only two classes I've been to.

My Art History of Motion Picture professor is soooooo weird. He refers to his Hollister bag as his brief case and says the weirdest shit.

Shit. And I was so trashed on Friday at Kacy and Lauren (and Nitza's for the time being) that I'm afraid I did something stupid. Sorry guys. I remember falling off of the red stool outside and fell asleep on Brandon's floor for some reason. I felt like shit yesterday because of it and fell asleep at 10:00 last night.

I'm bored and my apartment is a mess.

Oh and I think my dad might sue Long for giving me the middle finger after asking him for the bail money he's owed my mom for 5 months. Hm.

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Backkkkkkkk [13 Aug 2007|03:44pm]
[ mood | full ]

Well, I'm back from spending a week in Saranac Lake/ Lake Placid, NY with Brandon visiting his awesome mom. She got me into every bar and paid for all of the drinks. We would all stay up until 4:30 in the morning finishing 2 bottles of vodka and a case of beer just talking.
But, on the more tourist side of the vacation, we rode the Gondola up to the top of White Face Mountain and got a free picture with the lakes and mountains in the background. Hmm, one day we went shooting and I almost flew backwards shooting a shotgun as tall as me. Then we went fishing and didn't catch anything except for shit that was stuck on rocks. We also jumped off a bridge into the water, by the way in northern NY is FREEEEEZING.
Lake Placid is a really cute Cary Town-like town only bigger. They had the winter Olympics there twice so there's a lot of tourists. We got ice cream covered in rainbow sprinkles and fed a whole bunch of ducks ice cream. I'm sure that pooped a lot after that.
Hmmmm I don't remember whatever else we did for a week, but I had fun and it is so fucking hot in Richmond. Holy shit. In NY, I had to wear pants and a sweater at night and we'd sit in front of a fire shivering. Sheesh.

Oh, and of course, one of Ann Mason's stupid friends barfed all over my bed last night. What an awesome thing to come back too. My room smells like dog poop. Bad.

I'm working every single day at Nara this week for dinner (except Thursday lunch) so come visit.

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[02 Aug 2007|05:16pm]
I just hooked up the internet, finally!


Katttttttt pick your cat up!
Your Bleeding Roses

[31 Jul 2007|12:31am]
I just got Mum tickets!
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[31 Jul 2007|12:23am]
[ mood | stressed ]

I've been so fucking stressed out. I can't handle it. I have my Praxis exam this Saturday at 7:30 in the morning, I'm going to NY after that and driving, my roommates won't fucking give me any money for the bills that are due. Oh and to top it off... Long called me and fucking screamed at me saying that I told all of his friends he threw me down the stairs and hit me. Clearly, I never said that and if the REAL story of what he did to me influences other people to think otherwise it's their own fault, not mine. He also said that, "Well, I fucking heard it from Woodbridge too." Hmmmm.... I mean, if I said that, tell me. But, now everyone is twisting my words up. Maybe if he hadn't of laid his fucking hands on me in the first place, there'd be no story to tell and have people make assumptions and change stories around, right?
Well, seriously, fuck everyone. I'm so glad I fucking fell off the face of the Earth because everyone (minus the good few) is such a fucking bitch to me. So, you know what, fuck you. Eat my shit.

Oh, Rock of Love is awesome!

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I made a new friend! [24 Jul 2007|04:28pm]
helllllllllllllooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

I'm in woodbridge right now so I can go have an eye appointment and get new contacts. I know. Very interesting. Then I'm going back to Richmond and work until Friday.
On the 4th I'm going to Saranac Lake, NY. I'm really fucking nervous about it.

I made a new friend! Her name is Emily and looks just like Emily only with straight brown hair. We go drunk two nights ago and I was running after her and didn't see this step on the sidewalk and ate shit. We just laughed hysterically and rolled in the grass, had an adventure into this warehouse and wore maid outfits out covered in dirt and blood. Oh, and then we made out and cuddled. Thennnnnnn I puked.
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